So who leaves someone after almost 10 years together, after they have loved you, really really loved you, wanted you, wanted to know you, wanted to be your friend, companion, accomplice, team, and future... and they have given, worked hard, loved your (our) kids, fixed your credit, gave money to (and filed bankruptcy because of) your ex-wife, paid off your debts, tried to make a future.... and asked in return, once in a while, for you to pay attention, be affectionate, be kind, keep promises.
How does this happen? (and no, dad, I mean this figuratively. Please do not tell me yet all the things I did wrong... let me heal a bit first, thanks)
And why, when I asked what is wrong, what can I do, why you are unhappy, what you want, you just said, "you worry too much." I did worry. I worried this would happen.
Go figure.
